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New start.

Today I have been quite ruthless in clearing Simon's room, we are fitting a new carpet tomorrow. I know it is soon maybe too soon, but I have to make a start, so today is that day.

We will keep the room the same colour, blood red and the ceiling is black with a stormy sky clearing, with a pair of beautiful eyes just over the area where Si had his bed, that all stays but the room will now become our office.

I go back to work tomorrow and that will help in all sorts of ways, finance being the least of the changes.

I have written to Captain Cash at the news of the world, to see if he can help with a little finance towards Si's funeral costs, as I am a hard working caring mum without benefits of any sort I get no help from the goverment, typical!

I will log onto this site often to keep in touch with all my new friends, and to keep in touch with what's going on.

This will become a more upbeat place in the future,[hopefully].

In memory of Si.

Posted by hardtimes at 10:36 on Sep 14th, 2008

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Ideservemore	Posted on 11:05AM on Sep 14th, 2008 I wish you well on the next part of your journey. May your healing begin. Godspeed.
swanfether	Posted on 07:07PM on Sep 22nd, 2008 Awesome! Sounds like a wonderful blend of keeping Si close and moving into the work you need to do for your own well being...wishing you well!
Dee67 Feeling blessed	Posted on 03:17PM on Sep 23rd, 2008 Sounds like you are doing a great job of moving on with things.. of accepting and starting anew, while keeping his memory close. Good for you! Thanks for bringing us along with you :)
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